aeonic tectonics

 

 

 

 

.. brace your selves

 

 

 

.. cuz we ain't even started .. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

yet.. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

"Indeed, the world in which the events of the New Testament took place were engulfed in the onslaught of Imperial Rome and the need for the Empire to demonstrate to its subjects and enemies alike that there was none 'like the Beast'. The question here is, however, whether or not the end of another age, the age of Pisces, will in fact herald a similar catastrophic event inaugurating the 'New Age' in terms that will mirror the events of the 'Jewish War' but increased an order (or two) of magnitude.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

It does seem that a fairly substantial group of people, of no small influence have taken the idea to its extreme, openly advocating political and societal policies that will trigger the Apocalypse (as they envision it, of course) .. "

- Anthony Testa, the Key of the Abyss

Despondent.

 

 

 

Smacked my head on the storage room door. 

 

Dancing too powerfully, compellingly, mad.
 

 

 

Lonely prayers.
 

Swaying to make suns come true, and more importantly visions of you.
 

Circle round the fire. It’s empty again.
 

 

 

 

Empty is the only word that hurts. 

 

One that never should slip off lips without returning without warmth.

 

It’s catch, not fetch. 

 

Are you with me on this again? 

 

It’s still and I guess with the right perspective you’d paint it as peaceful, but not content.
 

 

It’s still and I know at times it soothes the soul, so they say. 

 

Still….
 
 

What happens when you are adjacent to where you stomped yourself out like a cigarette. 

 

 

 

The final flag in your fucking coat pocket after the world was done with you. 

 

Again.
 

 

When you slip from your head and smash your heart on a stone you know is too essential to be away.
 
 

Again. 

 

Why is it always again. 

 

 

Always. 

 

 

Again. 

 

 

 

I did again. 

 

 

I know how to dig deep in hurt – again.   
 

 

 

And it is still, and to me that’s all it has ever been.
 

Vacant - still.
 

Ambitiously mad, never here.

 

Always scrambling in my head for that calm shore.

 

 

 

Pushing back gummy, sticky shameful spritz. Inspiring shits.
 

Sun is chasing the buzz away.
 

 

 

There’s a place with no please. And the sun is chasing the buzz away.

 

Baby come back and sway,

 

 

 

Grapes drizzle into eyes, soil into nose. 

 

There ain’t no more sense nor flesh, fresh or knot – just doesn’t hit the spot.

 

 

Caressed to bone. An ego without a throne.

 

And when you get to where we are I’ll never ask you baby where have you been. 

 

 

 

Because you’re the only stasis that is my sin.

​

 

 .. shades (thus named because he'd recently adopted the art of soliloquy & would often engage in it when he was by himself just like a right Shakespearean character, & the name prospero was taken 🧐) reflected on the gaps between the aeons & what experiencing them would feel like subjectively, & con cluded, 

 

the truth is that we have not properly understood power

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

.. & while this was not a new observation of his if anything with time it had become ever more urgent ..

 

 

 

 

 

-

 

 

 

 

 

 .. we want to situate the source of power in the other; other people, institutions, laws or what have you.. but the reality is that to do this is the originary mistake that causes the whole world's problems. no. what we should focus on & attend to is our own innate power which, while others may seek to manipulate or pervert, con tinues, remains & ought to pertain..

 

 

 

 

 

 

.. & what, if anything, might that have do with aeonic tectonics, one might well ask ..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 .. the new aeon must be born within or it will not be at all.. & this will happen when a critical mass of people attune to their own innate power.. & while external events might well serve as catalysts of change, one shouldn't expect the new world to come from without. not if they can't access it & embody it ..

 

 

 

 

 

 .. nay, they shouldn't even expect it to come to everyone at the same time, cuz honestly what are the odds of that .. in any case, one who embodies such a reality would also grasp the fact that friction & negotiation will be involved in interactions between those who are attuned to one aeon & those who are attuned to another..

.. & might it not even be that such aeonic tectonics in themselves are a defining, salient characteristic of the new age ..?

.. perhaps, perhaps..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 .. let me put some of my fire out in your water, baby ..

 

 

let's explore alternative sexualitease .. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

.. let me bring my fascism closer to your communism 

 

 

 

.. & even if we don't know what either of those words mean, 

 

let's just see what strange offspring result from it ..

 

 

 

 

 

 

.. why don't you go ahead & bring your hippie commune over to my place ..

 

 

yea, that's right here next to my patriarchal establishment ..

.. & let's see what comes of it ..

.. & I'd really like to hit on you some more & while I'm at it offend everyone I haven't yet,

 

 

 

 

but the deadline for this issue is coming fast & hard &,

 

 

 

 

 

like, I have to catch it or I'll get it sideways like ..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I must first have a tabula rasa, before I can inscribe the Tabula Smagardina.

 

 

 

 

 

 

We live in various spaces consisting in at least:

1. location or point in a matrix with at least 11 sensory demarkations: sight, hearing, smell, taste, touch, weight, heat, duration, nervous influences, digestive sense, respiratory.

    a. which are defined by geometric structures within the interior space, tracings on the board.

    b. and which, in some further measure coincide in their relations to one another

 

 

 

 

2. semantics bearing linguistic structure(s) and its/their sign(s), that open up worlds of ideas, or constellations in thought.

    a. the units being sounds and drawings

        i. that have come into relation by the working of the past

        ii. that are visually combinations of straights and curves

        iii. that are aurally combinations of auditory particles

            1. that usually consist of stop and a vowel pairs, as aspirations

            2. Khoisan, however, is at least one exception and shows there are alternatives

                a. that vocalizations are an exteriorization of internal states in both homo and hetero sapiens

                b. and therefore that non-human languages are intelligible amongst the groups of hetersapeins, but only relatively so for creatures more distant in the tree of life.

 

 

 

2.a.iv : and therefore that non-human languages are intelligible amongst the groups of hetersapeins, but only relatively so for creatures more distant in the tree of life.

 

 

 

 

 

2.a.v : w[h]i[t]ch words are gateways to properties and a record of past thought forms.


    story, or archetypal space, peculiar to any particular shared being.

    a. which is the set of meanings for being for a given shared being

    b. and that consists in the relations between members resident in that shared being, or the closer current branchings in The Tree.

        i. that for humans the range of archetypes come from the actions and desires of the forebears of our torch

            1. which notion of archetype resides in all branches, being an extension of a past into a future.

        ii. and that with humans are re-presented in fiction

            1. which introduces to a child types of lives they may live

            2. that in moves and television the time flow of life is dismembered into scenes

                a. which are reflections in our own real lives of most memorable moments

                b. with the fictions presenting what would be more memorable moments if they were actually lived

 

 

                    i. and which seem to have become preferentially attracted attention away from bulk humanity into a passive pursuit

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 .. let's just say, the people who back me, some aren't worthy to speak their name; they're not even on the physical plane, mane ..

 

 

 

 .. & while they rush, scurry & scamper to preserve a dead order, we're building for tomorrow, & for the day after..

 

 

 

 

.. I'm playing the long game .. & I @ll ways win ..

.. & if nothing else works, just black magick they ass ..

 

inflammation con tagion

 

 

 

( .. or, 'the pros among the pros among the pros don't just cure symptoms; they treat the cause' .. )

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

" .. patience, there are some things a man can't ride around. Then again .. maybe he can .. "

 

 

- from support your local gunfighter 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

".. art is art, no matter what language it's in.."

 

 

 - shades

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Agoraphobia – digitopia.
 

 

 

 

Functional consumption
 

 

 

Stereophoria

 

 

 

 

 

Coma is haiku

 

 

Needle skipping on vinyl

 

 

 

Ever illusion

 

 

 

 

Time IS money. Life #imitates art. Monkey see – what you do.
 

 

 

 

 

The future      [marketed]
 

 

 

 

Eclectic identity, feasting on you and me.

 

 

 

 

Being-is-naught
 

 

 

 

Voodoodharma.
 

 

 

 

 

 

Calibrations of invocations.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

SPAT! Goes the rebel ant. Slipping along the icy streets of the agenda. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

.. perhaps the best we can do is to try to say at the end of the day, "I have not betrayed the Way.."

 

 

 

 

 

"Don't let others tell you what to do.. or lead you in other directions than the one you want. You know best who you wanna be. And you become that person .. even if it means you're on your own.."

 - from chosen

 

 

 

 

 

.. today, & everywhere we look, we see band-aid solutions to deep-seated & arguably even time-honoured problems..

 

 

.. this isn't to say that everything & everyone shouldn't be "audited", explored for issues that could be snowballing into the major challenges we face today; on the con trary, we insist that everything & everyone should be examined closely, but we must likewise insist that hard & fast solutions to issues on an entirely different level will most likely cause as many new problems as they resolve, & that's if they help any to begin with ..

 

 

 

 

 .. nor is it to suggest that such solutions shouldn't be adopted, if they do indeed seem to be effective .. again, the opposite is surely the case; we should change as many habits, routines, behaviors & decisions as seem to be causing a beneficial & positive effect ..

.. but in the long term, & to ultimately resolve these issues that today are facing us as individuals & as a collective in an unavoidable way such that we can no longer defer or delay dealing with them, what is really needed is a phase change, a new (or perhaps a very old) perspective that changes our whole outlook on reality, the world & everything in it.. 

 

 

 

.. we have no intention of spelling out such a solution here, & moreover we will underline that this is not a cop-out or some attempt to skirt the big issues. rather, it is simply that that's a major part of the problem in the first place, to wit the assumption that it is simply a matter of going to some specialist who will dictate for you what you need to do & then you can simply follow these simple instructions & not have to worry or think about it too much .. 

 

 

 

 

 

.. no .. we each must be prepared to take the initiative to do what is necessary, & not to defer it or delay or wait for someone else to do what we want or need for us .. actually, that's literally what response ability means, & it is surely sacred & inviolable ..

 

 

.. in other words, what is needed is for each person to examine their lives for themselves, & to determine what it is about it that makes it worth living, & what they can do without .. where their heart is, & what they can do to get closer to it .. indeed, to the extent that one can stay focused on these important questions, & the more they do so, the clearer the solutions will present themselves & the easier they will become to adhere to ..

.. & while we may not prepare a prescription that can simply be aped or imitated, we can certainly outline salient features, or describe certain characteristics, of such solutions to these pressing problems that are increasingly impossible to avoid; nay, it is our con sidered perspective that it's our response ability to do so, & now more than ever ..

 

 

 .. to paraphrase an old master, it isn't the shit you ate that'll get you, it's the shit you regurgitate.. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

.. they can't beat you if you got spirit(s), kid .. even if they be an army .. 

 

 

 

 

 .. & yea, I'm still fighting; to the death & beyond it, if they'll let me..

 

 

 

 

 

 

.. ultimately one's reactions are only partly under one's con trol .. but that doesn't mean one should be determined by them ..

 

 

 

 

 

.. the truth is that once you gnow the truth, people actually become afraid of you; that's why people are afraid of gnowing the truth ..

 .. maybe if I had(n't)..? .. but maybe never ends.. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Pearl

 

 

Feathered footprints
 

 

 

Over  embankments of snow

 

 

 

 

The lotus springs in muddy water

 

 

 

And a truth rained down from a cloudless sky
 

 

 

 

folktales channeling through the shores, and caverns of the soul.

 

 

 

Perfect bubbles of prajna, with nothing to burst
 

 

A pearl - nestled – in a blossom violin – directing the raindrops.

 

 

 

Waves of sentient beings, waves of dharma, words of karma.

 

 

Soft tears dance and laugh down my brow.

 

 

 

 

Waves of compassion, the raft to shore.
 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The Sciences, in their numerical geometric bases ultimately present themselves in various useful realized outcomes that stem as consequences of their logics, and which must have some foundational bit of truth in order that they may realize themselves in the forms of useful machines. These logics are ultimately found in notional constructions abstracted from environmental appearances, and that being “environment” must have “real” or independent existence as conjoint understandings, or mental constructs, shared amongst all people (of) homo sapiens; which meaning “same thought(s)” leads to another thought, or “hetero sapiens”.

These physicalities that can be taken to hand are the visible, semi-visible, and invisible external manifestations of internal logics. The logic is first noticed in the environment, whereupon the patterns are subsequently put into rational order such that those patterns can be geared, so to speak, and mankind can turn the wheels on which those patterns spin. As facts are noticed at the same time as a paired set containing both an internal and external state of affairs, there are thus two sides of our psychophysical equation. 

 

 

 

First of all the objects of sense must be regarded as external, even the feelings of one’s own body - second, the entirety of creation must be considered in its fullness as contained within the mind proper. As this equation fluctuates between these two poles, the activity of pattern recognition has its beginnings and ends in both of these two states. The internal realization is dependent on external stimuli and the external manifestation is subsequently structured by mental activity. Having thus structured the world in some form according to the received patterns of stimuli, the inclinations of the senses and the mind lead to each individual noticing, or not noticing, things that are peculiar to them in some way, as our reactions to stimuli are not the same. 

 

 

 

 

As localized groups receive more or less equivalent influx of information from the environment, and response curves are approximately equal amongst homo sapiens, patterns in the environment structure themselves into schools of thought, which are themselves ways of interacting with the external world that prompted them as reactions, if not of the self (itself) than of the array of ways in which it is possible to move (things).



 

 

 

 

Thus there have arisen, at various times throughout human history, various sciences peculiar to the people and environment in which those sciences were fomented. Prior to the current near homogenization of science, the sciences, being both temporally and geographically disjoint, were numerous; with overlaps in the spanning of their lives, and overlaps in the cultural exchange amongst peoples located in whatever counted for near proximity at their lifetime. 

 

 

 

As the human history grows into the future, there always exist a Whole-Damn-Lot of people each with their own jobs, hobbies, and thoughts. Some of the individual personalities alive at any given time have a clearer vision of themselves and the world that we exist in - and they are the great artists, statesmen, philosophers, mathematicians, engineers, musicians and orators (etc. …). 

 

 

 

Where we are now, with the accoutrements of machinery that surrounds us, somewhat at our command, yet active in ways that usually escape attention, is the product of the past: thoughts, and decisions that were made regarding those thoughts. The greats, who in great measure dictate the structures within which the masses of humanity operate, are not always prone to agreeing - and in those cases, the various schools falling under varied leadership then seem always to have gone into competition of one sort or another.



 

 

 

 

 

 

These thoughts and structures that are made manifest through human hands are ultimately given life by people and fall and fade as people and empires do. The management of people through war, education, finance, and eugenics are thus the instruments whereby a school of thought extends its range. Be it clear that the schools of thought have (at least) been at war, or uneasy peace, throughout recorded history. These points of contention in the history of mankind amongst the varied schools of thought are both cultural bifurcation points and bifurcation points in our human lived environments: social / economic / legal / actual physical structures, etc. - including machinery. 

 

 

 

 

There are, however, records of the trajectory that led to today, as well as the could have been trajectories, those being the paths upon which we humans could once have chosen to trod. The longest running accessible form of these records is the written word, although there were before then, oral traditions passed on through the generations, some of which exist in a form today, but to various degrees changed through the ages according to the telephone-game conjecture. In these records, there exists scientific literature from the past that the mainstream of science has passed by, or even tried to cover up; as those other lines of thought were thought to be contrary, although they are really complementary, to the opinions on the facts that were discovered, elucidated, and communicated by the now victorious schools of thought over their less martial rivals.



 

 

 

 

 

 

As exoteric, or openly visible and easily knowable sciences, since they are taught in publicly available schooling, are, as such, dominant in the mass mind and the movement of its hands and lips, we have one more or less prominent external manifestation of the human mind and its reasoning process: the Western pattern primarily as elucidated by the people of the British Isles, who spread their open world-view through the machinations of Empire. The fact that its material consequences, in the form of useful machines, were readily accessible and understandable, and provided large commercial value led to a quick uptake by the conquered nations - and the traditional sciences, being less inclined to be vehicles of trade, fell into the background - preserved only by an elite cultural core that kept close to roots that had already been hidden, even from their own people. 

 

 

 

 

Because the British sciences were openly accessible to the materialistic thinking that is the foundational experience of humanity, and were taught in the universities opened by the Empire, a world-wide congerie of scientific workers formed, all focused in one mode of thought, or structure in which to understand or relate to the environment.



 

 

 

 

The esoteric sciences, on the other hand, have always been held jealously close to the breast of their keepers - who remained aware of their people’s ancestral roots. By being in the beginning, and in the after, already obscure, when the open sciences progressed in due measure, the secret sciences have fallen further into the past. Again, however, there are records - but they have not been easily accessible; even to those who for one reason or another thought to look for them in the first place. Not just the hidden early foundational sciences, but, as mentioned, thoughts at variance with the mass promulgations of Empire were also hidden: and so, “I practice my science in silence.”

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

.. Shades (thus named because black is the colour of the duat, the land of the dead, the spirit world if u will, & of Osiris-Guede, OG Lord of the Dead ..)  walked between 2 worlds, the so-called waking world & the duat .. 

 

 

 

 

 

.. in fact, the duat was a mirror world that intersected, overlapped, interplayed with this one at certain points, & at other points not .. a whole other reality, but one that was accessible to those who gnew how to get there ..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

.. & from the perspective of that other world, many living in this, our supposed waking world, were the dead ones ..

 

.. unto the very firmament & further yet (.. not to mention dimensions & such ..)

 

 

 

 

 

 .. the mistress or master trims the fat; this isn't a coincidence .. it's how they became a master or mistress in the first place in fact ..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

"If you can’t offend part of your audience, there is no point in being an artist at all."

 

 

- Robert Anton Wilson, Nature's God

 

 

 

 

 

 

  

Fear of life and fear of death are invariably different guises of the same fear of that which stands itself behind life and death as indissolubly united

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

"Intellectual laziness and common sense are the same thing. Common sense is just the trade name of the firm.

 

The greatest folly of all is to think that this moment can be other than it is. The second greatest folly is to blame oneself for the moment being what it is. The third greatest folly is to find somebody else to blame.

 

The first folly is called Imagination, the second Conscience, and the third, Improving the World. These follies are all perversions of language, based on comparing what we can think about with what we actually encounter and endure."

 

 

- Robert Anton Wilson, Nature's God

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 Post Modem Blues

 

 

 

 

The electronic supersonic  transmutating fiber-scen-t-ric ….bEATS.
Dots and #’s.

 

The thread under my step isss…ss…v vv..verbully vibrating with uLTRA vvv…iole(n)t beams of emotion.

 

 

              There is a river
    in the sky

 

 

Pressure in the temples - man is the measure of an analog treasure.
((sssSSSSilicone ccccyclonnnne))
Absently altering
symbolic interaction, instinctually faltering reaction.

 

 

“Trade my lady for a cigarette,
cuz she’s just another damn regret”   

 

 

This recollection procured for you by the good people who bring you somatastic life. The one with the label with Jesus and the ham who goes by the name of Uncle Spam.

 

Radio thumping same ol’ anthem.

 

“Rock n’ roll time machine, like nothing you’ve ever been”  

 

But I think I’m ok
at least for today.
Because….
there is a river in the sky.

 

 

Planes come crashing down,
Everyone wears a frown,
but who am I,
to argue?  

 

 

The answers can never come too fast, over every broadcast.
Hasty conclusions, of absurd contusions.

 

 

Boulder of Babel,
stones of sophistries,
push them up the hill again.

 

Same brave new order, of the old border. Gunna cure us all, with its crystal gall.

 

 

Ain’t got no time to complain and whine. Have to earn my keep before I can sleep.
So tired of my bed.

 

    I think I’m ok,
    But who is to say?

 

There’s a river in the sky, that swoops up the souls, when planes come down.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

"Pure Mind is pure Chaos, with 100 percent adjustment of each atom to the whole.
 

Try that last one again. “I” am as much outside as inside. The “world” is as much inside as outside. Euclidean geometry is fine for architects but does not include the data of psychology.
 

And one more attempt to say the same thing; the world is inside my head and my head is inside the world, and if those two propositions contradict each other in logic, they are still true in experience."

 

 

- Robert Anton Wilson, Nature's God

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Fear /of/ life and /fear/ of |death| are [in][var]i[ably] different guises of the same fear | of that which stands itself: behind life and death a|s indissolubly united. Fear of life and the fear of death are /under/[ly(]i)ng [anxie]ties about the [real]i(ties) of [hu]man [ex]i[stance]. F|ear of life and f|ear of death are f/ears of [dif](er)[ent] a[spects] of On~E (sing)[u]lar Reality. Fear of life and fear | of death are the sa/me in that the T~w~O N~o~TION~s are inseparablly (unit)[ed]. Th F of Lf n t F of Dth R O. ThifofflifnotfëDithRen. - The moral of the story: don’t do it.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

"There is no complete theory of anything. The damnable habit of giving children examinations in which every question has a “true” or “false” answer has conditioned us to think everything in the universe is “true” or “false.” In experience, most things emerge out of Chaos, confuse and muddle us for a while, and vanish into uncertainty again before we know what they were or if they’re coming back"

 

 

- Robert Anton Wilson, Nature's God

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The change between change and not change - varying degrees in chains of change. Half a spin doubled twin, two begins yet once again - flipped on on,  twisted spins, head or tails or edge again? And Besides the pale a darkling hour, passing beats go by the hour; days; years; seconds passing. night and day, short weathers passing wither, whether, if not we change the season’s wither into something a bit better. Weather changing whirled at pleasure, chains of gold or leaden tethers - by the hour we take our pleasure, pain… gain whatever; gears and bits, black and white, kaleidoscopic bright delight. Three then four flipped six make more about the one that is the door to left and right, from east to west - north / south and all take care the rest.

 

 

 

 

 

"The self or ego is a malign growth, virtually a cancer, caused by the society of other humans. I think it is contagious, and language may be the medium by which it infects each new generation"

 

- Robert Anton Wilson, Nature's God

 

 

 

 

 

 

 .. but I'm not even doing it for you; I'm doing it for the widow's son..

 

 

 

 

 

..ok, very well, you want the real thing..? ..so be it; I'll tell you how it really is: in 2020, the "world" "ended"; i.e, we actually did reach the end of history, but not by means of our many & con secutive, indeed seemingly endless successes, but precisely the con trary, by holding hostage the future health, well-being, the very survival of our own mother, this earth we rely on for literally everything..

 

.. that was when the esoteric space coLLective from another dimension finally decided to intervene to save us from ourselves by effectively energetically taking over, & actively working to prevent any further deranged damage to our own selves, basically, when projected into "the environment" 

 

(here's a thought experiment for you .. can you draw a line without anything to draw it on ..? .. that's the "environment" we've been poisoning, & without which we wouldn't even exist to begin with .. )

.. now I gnow what you're thinking, but that's the thing.. this doesn't even need to be literally true, because it's effectively true.. & if you really think it through, & examine closely the arguments against it, you'll slowly discover that there literally aren't any ..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

"When laws are outlawed, only outlaws will have laws."

- Robert Anton Wilson, Nature's God

 

 

 

 .. the chaLLenge is that there are those who claim, purport nay insist they gnow, when what they know is nothing beyond how not to do it tho .. & what can we do about this, abort the creation..!?  .. well, that's above your pay grade.. we can only do what we can.. & at the end of the day, we were never (w)here anyway ..

 

 

 

 

 .. secret passwords or "grips" don't have to be restricted to words & physical actions..

 

 

 

 

 

“The Marks, by themselves, have meaning(./s which can operate in combination.”

 

 

I'm thinking passwords in the sense that if you can read the signs in their native language, then you can glean something of what say a producer's product supports based on the artists they hired to represent the product and the choice of design elements that end up on the final package. More directly, road signs and such are made to actually get you where you are going safely. The hidden road signs on the highway and byways of life are much the same I'd gather (or hope) - life forms are able to live on by proper response to the various stimulating signs in the environment, and their continued success gives evidence that the enviroment is not lying to them. The human ecology is very similar, so you do have parasites and predators in the market place; but even they give off signs, which in some sense have to be truthful.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 Oh…and maybe someone should write “A Portrait of the Author as an Old Geezer.” Etc.

 

 

 

 

 

 

".. what could be a greater sin, in this economy, than inefficiency..?"

 

 

.."in this e con omy", incidentally a refrain that's been repeating in my con sciousness lately, what is it that makes good sense ..?

 

 

 

 

 

.. I wear a mask *as* a mask, being one of those perverse ironists of the old school ..

 

 

 

 

 

Shades (thus named because "I'm the excluded middle .. pleased to meet you, (twenty) too") .. etc, &c ..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

".. the truth is way more depressing.. they're not even smart enough to be as evil as you're giving them credit for .. "

 

 

 

- from Don't look up

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 .. for I am them & they are me; thus has it been since eTern@LLy..

 

 

 

 

 

".. beyond a certain point, the whole universe becomes a con tinuous process of initiation" 

 

- Robert Anton Wilson, the widow's son

 

 

 

 

 

 

Angels of Mo(u)rning

 
 

 

Through glass angel I see, the grace of Agni, slide down golden slivers.
 

Enveloping a sadness with a mist- so holy.

 

Some thoughts are like daze – costumes of seasons.

 

There was a shiffft {key} in the narrative, and the dimmest heart did glitter, and the sharpest mind did splinter.  
 

 

In the moment, of a stance, we all dip inside the unspoken something after.
 

 

And in this state I did sneak, a peek at a stasis of perpetual bleak  
 

&
from the deepest depths of Dante’s muck,
the neverwhere rose I did pluck.
 

 

a nacre
a pathos.
 

 

 

Blessed are those whose dreams are ghosts.

 

 

 

 

 

 .. I'm a free mason, man, a con tractor .. .. a wise guy, eh ..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

"There is no governor anywhere but there are hierarchies of competing intelligences everywhere, all motivated by the joy of creativity and the Will to Power."

- Robert Anton Wilson, Nature's God

 

 

 

 

 

 

 .. here's a proposed re: solution for the new year - let us strive to resist the cruel & oppressive tyranny of mediocrity ..

 

 

 

 

 

 

.. pseudoprofundity; a mode at which incidentally I excell..

 

 

 

 

 

 governmint your own coin 

 

 

 

 

 

 

.. Shades (thus named because black is the colour of the duat, the land of the dead, the spirit world if u will, & of Osiris-Guede, OG Lord of the Dead ..) [.. to be con tinued .. ]

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Let their be(e) (b)Light / dark side of the coming s(w)oon

 

 

 

( .. being our regular communique to our sisters, brothers & others of the venerabLe & respectabLe we were never (w)here order around the world & in every dimension where they happen to exist .. )

 

 

 

 

.. the following is restricted to those of the who gives a fuck degree or higher..

 

 

 

 

 

 .. humor me for a sec .. 

 

 

 

 

.. this isn't a thought, but instead an attempt to communicate certain energies:

 

 

 

.. "the time is out of joint" - Shakespeare's Hamlet

 

 

 

 

.. the Venus retrograde in Capricorn..

 

 

 

.. full moon effect is .. in effect ..

 

 

 

 

 

.. solstice whole world shifts* ..

 

 

 

 

-

 

*: w is the 23rd letter of the alphabet ..

 

 

 

 

 

(.. it's called eviL to con seaL its holiness .. )

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

.. a disturbing number of articles on recent scientific developments ( = more than one ) that I've read have commented on this fact that they always seem to find just the new subparticle that they happened to be looking for .. an odd "coincidence", no..? .. except that as initiates we gnow better than to be lie ve in coincidences ...

 

 

 

 

 

 

.. I had something of a dream when I was very young, where the monsters of nightmares were trying to get me to join in on their version of fun. Which was generally Something to do with giving pain to cute creatures. I’ve felt that energy near occasionally as I’ve been older, and once it caused substantial fear in my wife’s cat. Then there are sometimes of the year when it can feel like knives from somewhere far out in space have descended from all directions trying to cut into my form. - was thinking back on “The Earth Will Shake” with the Alumbrados ..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

- money makes people evil, man..

- no, that's not it.. "money" is a word.. the scarcity of resources makes people evil .. & that's actually true ..

.. the excluded middle .. there's always an escape .. you gnow this already; you do it every day ..

Thought of an occultoeconomic phrase: It takes something of a prophet to turn a profit.

.. there'LL always be money in streamlining processes .. trust me on this, for I am one who gnows .. if u don't get it otherwise, it'LL fall from the sky .. what the hey; can it hurt to try..?

 

.. & that's the game..the game that's played by those who reaLLy run things..

 

 

 

 

 

.. it goes both Ways .. so when they open themselves, they're open t(w)o(o) ..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 .. you'd need to grasp the lure of the dark side.. you'd need to gnow its power.. & you need to understand that it's the only side that has ever existed, could exist or will exist to begin with amen ..

 

 

 

 

 

- yea..? ..well that wouldn't happen if I was running this ship..

 

 

- really.. well, it's not as great as u might think.. it's endless work.. do u understand..? .. that's all "captain" is..

-

Every time something moves it breaks.
 

 

 

 

Imposter syndrome they called it? Or perhaps Icarian?
 

 

If I can stomach the words, I’ll never keep peace.
 

 

 

 

 

Suffering on a swing, that rung like a jingle.
 

 

Bells and roots – thick – as fog.
 

 

 

 

    In my recollections
 

 

Eternal rejections ….(or was that internal?)

 

 

 

 

A trading post of unholy relentless volatility. 

 

 

 

Where every savior with a smile already made a stich outta me.
 

 

They always portray that it’s the night whi(t)ch lets loose the chains, 

 

 

 

 

 

and it is the dawn who brings the flame.
 

 

The portal is always the same. Never a smile, always a refrain.
 

 

 

I don’t know, but I hear them say, that there’s virtue in the business of the sane. 

 

 

 

Never done well in business myself. 

 

 

My head was always too big for the skill of my pen. 

 

 

But yet here I am. 

 

 

 

 

With my smiling face on a stake for you again.

 - ..what do you seek..? 

- ..more light; I seek the light..

- .. look to the East..

 

The proverbial “machine” has seemed to turn into an actual one:

 

 

 

 

Once upon a time, there was “The Man” who was able to push people around with superior force and (sometimes) intellect. 

 

 

 

 

 

His cronies, lackeys and goons danced to the man’s tune in exchange for a cut of the spoils. There was more than one “Man”, and they each wanted the whole pie so they patronized those in the arts and sciences who could, and would serve themselves to that end. 

 

 

 

 

 

Culture accreted along with trade, and the notion of the written law led to the enshrinement of systems into and through which people had to pass while alive under the local strong arm. .. [the record skips ahead] .. 

 

 

 

 

All herald the corporate boss man force feeding people with simulacra of life in exchange for his cheese - always looking ahead to (being) the BIG cheese. Now, in the quest for ever increasing profits, or cut of the pie, pioneering engineers introduced the ideas of automation and efficiency, both in production of goods, and the management of personnel. 

 

 

 

 

 

They used mathematics to perform their analyses, and, as the complications involved in calculating according to those analyses, in order to inform operating procedures, increased to the point where the time factor was too much to bear in the hopes of acting “right now”, calculating Machines were created, i.e. computers. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Right now we are in a phase of time where, although “The Man” is supposed to be running this corporate machine, he is subject to the same algorithmic management as the lower echelons in the pyramid. He is fed the same news and other media, according only somewhat according to what he himself has sought out, but in the larger measure what some computer somewhere has determined he ought to see. 

 

 

 

 

 

Following the mass of psychological facts in terms of causal relationships, his world is colored by what “The Machine” of society and industry have collectively churned out what  the picture of his world is to be. 

 

 

 

 

And, unlike in the past where there was a human involved in every step of the decision making process, we now have literal machines, to an ever increasing extent, running the actual show.

 .. it's a subtle shift, but an important one, perhaps.. 🤔.. namely from thinking of oneself as an employee, a cog in a machine, to con ceiving of oneself as a con tractor 🧐.. a (emphasis on) *free* agent who is in business with other free agents .. an idea that keeps coming back in different forms in my con sciousness &, as I've hinted, one that's been formative for me, certainly.. 🤓

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

..if people gnew better, they'd do better ..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

- .. is that all LL is..? ..a bunch of jingle writers for the apocalypse.. 

 

 

 

- I was gonna say they were the Miles Davis second quintet of the occult ..or is that too obscure..? 

- .. aren't they basicaLLy the freemasonic poststructuralists ..?

 

 

 

 

 

 

.. it goes both ways ..

..the key to grasping the inner sense of a phenomenon in my experience is to get the rhythm of it .. not to learn words or techniques, altho these are certainly helpful.. but it is precisely to the extent that they serve to bring the inner sense of the phenomenon in question into focus that they are so.. & this in turn con tributes to getting the rhythm of it..

 

 

 

 

 

 

.. I would tend to say that it's the manipulation of inflammation, but others might well disagree .. 🧐 .. tee hee. . 😼

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

..& meditation also serves to reduce inflammation, as do such energy circulating practices & techniques such as yoga, Tai chi etc, & in similar ways (altho this may not be immediately obvious on the surface) - when energy is moving; circulating properly, there are no problems..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 ..even as a kid; I've @LLways wanted to be a gangster .. one of those who reaLLy run this world .. those terrible wo/men/&c. who are response able..

 

 

 

 

.. those Atlanteans, regarding which much has been written in the tradition..

 

 

 

 

 

 

"Those whose words make new metaphors that sink into the public consciousness create new ways of knowing ourselves and others"

 

- Robert Anton Wilson, masks of the Illuminati 

 

 

 

 

 

..& who are you to judge!? .. therefore, may u be judged. . it goes both ways ..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 “It just goes to show that inside every sinner there’s a Saint fighting to get out”

 

 

- Robert Anton Wilson, masks of the Illuminati 

Money is the symbol for (human) life (energie$) - whereas we should not love the symbol of some thing better than the thing itself; therefore the loving of money may be put over the love we should have 4 our (shared) li[f/v][e/es]. The living of life is the living of it, the symbolic totemic representation should not have the power to end in the taking of other humans’ lives.

 

 

 

Money is directed, and directing, αctive attention.

 

 

 

 

Someone just makes it up though lol

 

 

 

at least the paper bits and such, and now digital - original money was just real shit

 

 

 

 

.. which evolved to take place mainly using shining metals. Now, taking into consideration the fact that we can attend to things with our time and energy and by doing so come up with real shit to trade with, we see that the 7 metals that were early on separated into elemental states are somehow or other intimately intertwined with human energies as evolved themselves. 

 

 

 

 

- And we all know the 7 classical planets were also connected with the metals, lending us a link into the astrological realms. By doing real shit™, we can make our own lives easier in the future - but we can't do it alone; and so, we trade our goods, and time/energy/ingenuity - which are at base the same thing - with other people. Some people will be better at directing their own energies in bettering their situation, and they will be richer. 

 

 

 

 

Now, with an overabundance of totemic representations that can be used to make people do things that money can now be used in greater measure to organize the local, always local, environment..

 

 

.. there may not necessarily be bad actors, but people have different ideas of better ..

 

 

 

 

.. & indeed, even in this very symbol of the mundane, is the arcanum con cealed .. 

 

It goes both ways..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

igni natura renovatur integra

 

 

 

 

 

 

"It's always darkest just before the storm"

- Robert Anton Wilson, masks of the Illuminati

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

" .. I've been hunted my whole life; it's all I know .. me against them, from the beginning .. what do I care .. ? I'm a hunter too .. " 

- from New Rose Hotel

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

..you need to see the light of truth; or to con sider the chances that truth wasn't meant for you..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

.. I get to a similar trance state in yoga asanas and working with gravity though. Sinking into deep stretches with the breath for extended periods really puts one in awareness and conversation with the different parts of the body. We hold different thoughts and feelings around the body and deep stretching releases them to allow one to observe what thought forms flow out and to let them go. .

 

 

 

 

 

shades (thus named emphatically *not* because 'shades' was a mask of one among the illuminati, but rather because he was dark as night, dark as death; dark as the absence of absence itself)

 

 

 

 

 

.. I find that I can have similar experiences (or, having never tried floatation tanks, I can only imagine to be much the same experience 🤔🤨) in lying down meditation, but I've been practicing that particular technique for years..🤓.. apparently it's not as straightforward as one might hope/imagine..(?) 🧐

 

 

 

 

.. I would add that the physiological effects are only the beginning ominous silence or, ideally, some somber notes from that guy who does the music for like Nolan's films 🧐😂
 

 

 

 

 

 

.. having become temporarily "free" of physiological & immediate mental con cerns, one might even often find oneself entering what the Buddhists would probably think of as "higher" states, tho to me they seem more deeper than higher per se.. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

..

 

 

 

 

 

.. it does make sense that this time of year is associated with con fronting the shadow tho..& astrology fits into this too .. one can have whatever feelings about the un con scious, but eventually it seems, one will come across it in some form ..

 

 

 

 

.. it seems that there are certain ideas that ppl more or less 'worship': good - docile - con ventional - sheep vs evil - independent/creative - innovative- goats.. very subtle nietzsche reference there .. in that case, those who aspire to being "actual" or embodied archons are those who seek to .. well, imitate, in fact .. those con cepts ..

all of nature is renewed by (an astral) fire

* note to self: con template the relationship between inflammation & electromagnetic waves